baby prison

so im having a baby. this has been the scariest/hardest/most trying experience of my life.

today im 29 weeks. ive been in the hospital for 2 weeks.

somedays im so selfish and just want this baby out of me.

emotional breakdowns are an everyday thing.

i have an incredible view of another building.

i just want to smell fresh air. feel the sun on my skin.

god, just let us all be okay.